Wondering who that 'you' is? Am sure 'HE' will understand 'YOU'. Confused?
"Mr.YOU" am sure your head is spinning and i can see u uttering a few words like, "Is she insane"?
But am sure 'YOU' know who "Mr.YOU" is. Am sure friends "HE" knows who "YOU" is.
So i guess i have made one thing clear that HE=YOU.
Now who 'HE' is? HE= MY GUY
HE=YOU
Hence YOU=MY GUY.
Now LOVE=MY GUY,
YOU=MY GUY=LOVE (Hence proved)
NO MORE TRYSTS
I have always been accused of being unromantic and tagged as a girl who can never fall in love.
Everybody falls in love at least once in their life because its such a beautiful emotion and so did i not just fallen but drowning deeper and deeper with every passing day.
'Love' is the most unconditional feeling that one can have for somebody.
Wonder how will somebody know whether he/she has fallen in love?
If u aren't able to give a particular reason for falling in love with him,
it becomes so obvious that u have fallen for that person.
It was the same case with me, people asked me why have u chosen him out of all the guys here. "I don't know, it was just a moment of spark" was my answer to them.
I love 'you' the most.
Sharing difficulties is not as easy as sharing joy,
'you' are someone whom i would want to hug when am happy and your words can definitely get me out of distress and pain.
I never thought I had the capacity to love anybody as much as I love you right now. Yet, my love for you continues to mature.
'i know i have got you hurt many a times, am sorry da!'YOU' can make me repent the moment i get harsh at you.
Your voice when i listen to over the phone, takes me to a land which is an alien to the word frustration.
LOVE IS FINDING YOUR BEST FRIEND, i found u.
At this moment i get the flashes of march 6th, with a few tears in my eyes and
that particular sms of the previous night
'The last day of our paarkamaley kaadhal is gonna end' brings smile :)
I really mean every word in the above lines. In fact, I mean much more but definitely not able to express it still better.
I've pen down this just to tell you that i love you.
And ya friends i want u people to say 'AHHH!!!!!!!!! lucky guy' wont you?
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Changing desires in life!
"kanna,what do u wanna become when u grow up?" asked mom, trying to push another handful of food inside my mouth...i replied saying-"Ma, i want to become a doctor".
Mom's lips widened and she said "i am proud of u, but may i know why?"
I replied "to put injection to my teacher" i retorted. she soon burst into a laughing spree along with dad and said "pity your teacher". I soon said "pity me, she gives so much of home work."
"mom i want to be a doctor" and that's how it started....
When i was 8 years old, on one fine day my relatives had come home for a particular occasion. "Do you know me " they would ask . Honestly there would be hardly 1 0r 2 whom I could recognize . But as per the instructions from my dad I always replied " Of course aunty .. How can I forget you "...and thankfully they never asked anything beyond that..But on that day they had another question, asked me what i wanted to be...but this time i had a different answer, i told them that i wanted to have a chocolate factory for myself so that i can eat how many ever chocolates i want to, hence my dad and mom can never stop me from eating chocolates. There followed a thunder bolt of laughter.
No wonder they laughed then and no wonder i laugh now :).
As i turned 10 i wanted to be an artist and when i was 12 i wanted to be a tennis player, at 14 an architect but i really stopped telling myself that i want to become something as i turned 16, confusion inside me, outside me and around me.
Well , the desires do keep changing .What you desired today might not be the same tomorrow. But however the heart which desires remains the same . And its always the human nature to keep desiring .So its better to stop arguing against desires and just let them run free..
And it is these desires that makes life lively . Irrespective of how big, how small, how foolish or even how clever they are , these desires are always special and provides us with the joyous moments in life.
"keep desiring, come what may."
Mom's lips widened and she said "i am proud of u, but may i know why?"
I replied "to put injection to my teacher" i retorted. she soon burst into a laughing spree along with dad and said "pity your teacher". I soon said "pity me, she gives so much of home work."
"mom i want to be a doctor" and that's how it started....
When i was 8 years old, on one fine day my relatives had come home for a particular occasion. "Do you know me " they would ask . Honestly there would be hardly 1 0r 2 whom I could recognize . But as per the instructions from my dad I always replied " Of course aunty .. How can I forget you "...and thankfully they never asked anything beyond that..But on that day they had another question, asked me what i wanted to be...but this time i had a different answer, i told them that i wanted to have a chocolate factory for myself so that i can eat how many ever chocolates i want to, hence my dad and mom can never stop me from eating chocolates. There followed a thunder bolt of laughter.
No wonder they laughed then and no wonder i laugh now :).
As i turned 10 i wanted to be an artist and when i was 12 i wanted to be a tennis player, at 14 an architect but i really stopped telling myself that i want to become something as i turned 16, confusion inside me, outside me and around me.
Well , the desires do keep changing .What you desired today might not be the same tomorrow. But however the heart which desires remains the same . And its always the human nature to keep desiring .So its better to stop arguing against desires and just let them run free..
And it is these desires that makes life lively . Irrespective of how big, how small, how foolish or even how clever they are , these desires are always special and provides us with the joyous moments in life.
"keep desiring, come what may."
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Why do we dream?
This is a question which keeps rising now and then within myself,
I surfed to know why actually do we dream,
I learned that dream is an involuntary series of visual or emotional thoughts occurring in the mind during sleep-like state,which simply means u never stop thinking even during asleep, you don't know what exactly are you thinking during asleep unless u dream.
Research reveals that dream is associated with REM sleep. waves given out by the brain during sleep are large and faster during REM. Most adults dream 5 to 6 times in one night. They occur every 90 to 100 minutes and last 5-10minutes.
The pathways of the nerve impulses from the brain to the muscles are blocked, therefore body doesn't move during dreams.
This is all i read about why we actually dream.
I have recently dreamt something very different and odd, which was more like a dream in dream. The research says that its because of the emotional thoughts occurring while someone is asleep, does that really mean am creative in dreaming as well? sounds nice though ;).
My brain never stops raising questions, I still have too many questions as in,
If its really that every adult dreams about 5 to 6 times in one night,
why is that we remember only a few dreams very accurately?
Either we shouldn't remember any of them or we should remember them all.
Its said that the body parts doesn't move during your dreams, but i have seen my mom complaining almost every morning that i talk during asleep or sometimes i had even punched her arm while i dreamt up. Does that mean the nerves from my hand aren't connected to the brain? :|
This study has not brought much of the information which i wanted.
Search continues.......
I surfed to know why actually do we dream,
I learned that dream is an involuntary series of visual or emotional thoughts occurring in the mind during sleep-like state,which simply means u never stop thinking even during asleep, you don't know what exactly are you thinking during asleep unless u dream.
Research reveals that dream is associated with REM sleep. waves given out by the brain during sleep are large and faster during REM. Most adults dream 5 to 6 times in one night. They occur every 90 to 100 minutes and last 5-10minutes.
The pathways of the nerve impulses from the brain to the muscles are blocked, therefore body doesn't move during dreams.
This is all i read about why we actually dream.
I have recently dreamt something very different and odd, which was more like a dream in dream. The research says that its because of the emotional thoughts occurring while someone is asleep, does that really mean am creative in dreaming as well? sounds nice though ;).
My brain never stops raising questions, I still have too many questions as in,
If its really that every adult dreams about 5 to 6 times in one night,
why is that we remember only a few dreams very accurately?
Either we shouldn't remember any of them or we should remember them all.
Its said that the body parts doesn't move during your dreams, but i have seen my mom complaining almost every morning that i talk during asleep or sometimes i had even punched her arm while i dreamt up. Does that mean the nerves from my hand aren't connected to the brain? :|
This study has not brought much of the information which i wanted.
Search continues.......
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Bang on
Amazed! Am i on the track or is a track, tracking me?
Am i really the 23rd ranker in "The National Commerce Talent Test" among all those 98000 students who appeared?, am i really thaaaaat good at it? If i was why couldn't i get a decent score in my boards?
Though i couldn't really search for any of the answers for these questions, it really feels esteemed to be called as The 23rd ranker across south states and one among the 3 in hyderabad. :) Glad, really if all those marks which i got belong to me alone.
Even be it my tennis life, started with an ease yet i had boomed it up.
Am sure to be promoted as a national player in much of a lesser time.
I don't really have knuckled down so much to receive all these rewards as a breeze. But i got to slog as to sustain it with me or may be to make it even more bigger. Iam pretty sure that doesn't really mean am going to be soon transformed into a geek, but yes,might be more of a lighter and a smarter version of a geek.
Waiting for people to call me smarty instead shruthi :p...
i hope that day comes with a gay within a decade.:D
Am i really the 23rd ranker in "The National Commerce Talent Test" among all those 98000 students who appeared?, am i really thaaaaat good at it? If i was why couldn't i get a decent score in my boards?
Though i couldn't really search for any of the answers for these questions, it really feels esteemed to be called as The 23rd ranker across south states and one among the 3 in hyderabad. :) Glad, really if all those marks which i got belong to me alone.
Even be it my tennis life, started with an ease yet i had boomed it up.
Am sure to be promoted as a national player in much of a lesser time.
I don't really have knuckled down so much to receive all these rewards as a breeze. But i got to slog as to sustain it with me or may be to make it even more bigger. Iam pretty sure that doesn't really mean am going to be soon transformed into a geek, but yes,might be more of a lighter and a smarter version of a geek.
Waiting for people to call me smarty instead shruthi :p...
i hope that day comes with a gay within a decade.:D
Thursday, August 13, 2009
A successful begining
"Yayyyyyyy! Am 18", i cheered out loud in the middle of a night, least concerned about the rest of the world. The fact that i had been neglecting so far - i no longer was a baby to crawl on the ground, the moment had come for me to arise and make the world look up to me.
I got into BCC - "Badruka college of commerce" through counselling, which i felt was unfulfilling at that time.
College life started with a lot of amusement and gladness; it has been continuing with the same spirit even now.
On a random day, i sat down contemplating on what my goal could be! I brought all my tasks to light, gave them a thought, I soon discovered that i didn't have a destined goal nor had i set one.
My passion could be my goal but then i don't latch onto one passion to which i can completely attend to.
Anyways, i at least managed to discover that my goal should involve creativity and passion.
One of my passions will be given life to. :)
I got into BCC - "Badruka college of commerce" through counselling, which i felt was unfulfilling at that time.
College life started with a lot of amusement and gladness; it has been continuing with the same spirit even now.
On a random day, i sat down contemplating on what my goal could be! I brought all my tasks to light, gave them a thought, I soon discovered that i didn't have a destined goal nor had i set one.
My passion could be my goal but then i don't latch onto one passion to which i can completely attend to.
Anyways, i at least managed to discover that my goal should involve creativity and passion.
One of my passions will be given life to. :)
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